i hate
how you know exactly what to say to annoy me, upset me and make me smile
i hate how you can manipulate me so easily. i hate how i let myself believe everything you say
and i hate the way it affects me. i hate how you make me smile so much. i hate how you know exactly what to do to make me happy. i hate how i can get the best laughs with you. i hate the way your always honest with me, regardless of whether it will hurt me. i hate the way you are slowly forgetting everything we had. i hate how im letting myself come and live with you in 2 weeks. i hate the way you are my best friend. i hate myself for thinking you are amazing, genuine, gorgeous and breath taking. most of all, i hate how much i love you and i hate the fact that no matter what, no matter how much you hurt me, i always always will
